“Some souls have assumed I’ve been out here playing checkers, go-fish, or tic-tac-toe…when actually, I have been playing chess, bones and double-dutch. Trust!” -karlynd june
Artwork: “Key to My Heart.” 2016. Collage, mixed media.
Artist credit: karlynd june/Photo credit: karlynd june
I have ALWAYS been playing the long-game… even when I didn’t realize I was.
Not seeking instant gratification, reward or validation, but instead patiently gathering and collecting the pieces to solve the most epic mystery puzzle everrr… to discover and remember WHO I AM.
Slow and steady, I have been putting in the work that no one sees…
Healing my wounded spirit, broken heart and enslaved mind.
I have been sitting with the dark parts of my soul, my shadow, to learn, to take accountability, to understand, to remember…who I am.
I have been healing with the help of divinely guided healers and spiritual teachers.
I have been rewiring my manipulated brain.
I have fully embraced all the trauma and harm I have endured, looking at it with curiosity, walking through the ineffable pain because I believed I could break free from the generational and ancestral trauma curses.
I believed that I had the power, if I put my hand in the loving hands of the DIVINE, together, we could remember my power and soul mission.
I have used the MUSIC to alchemize the torturous pain into LOVE and LIGHT.
I have never faltered in standing in my truth, no matter the consequences…and trust, the consequences have been colossal.
My divine spirit has never allowed me to be anything but my true, authentic self. Even when another soul, or my own, has tried to distract me from the unabashed authenticity…I have always found my way back. I had to completely isolate myself from humyns and the humyn-made noise, to take back my power and innocence.
Yes, there have been multiple rebirths…digging deep with a sense of child-like curiosity to learn more about who I am and how to walk through the fear of the unknown darkness, trusting myself to find my way back to me…always emerging a more evolved true, authentic ME.
With every rebirth, my wings have grown grander, my spirit mightier, my soul more courageous, and my LIGHT and RAINBOW, brighter.
With each lesson learned and test passed, I am now awakening to my TRUE DIVINE PURPOSE and my reason for coming back to the Earth realm, one last time.
Now, I know my ultimate mission was to learn how to UNCONDITIONALLY LOVE MYSELF…
so I can truly, deeply, soulfully understand how the DIVINE loves.
Now, I unconditionally love every cell of my beautiful body, my brilliant genius brain, my blessed soul that has always found the light, no matter the darkness I faced, my spirit that has refused to embrace the disingenuousness of humyns, and completely embracing my BIG, glorious, unforgettable ENERGY.
Truly, Madly. Deeply…I love myself.
Now, I know, unequivocally how it feels to be unconditionally loved by the DIVINE, because in loving myself unconditionally, I am reciprocating SPIRIT’s unconditional love. I am one with the CREATOR.
My divine mission is to prove to the world that dreams DO come true, fairytales are real and DIVINE LIGHT and LOVE will heal this blessed, broken, imbalanced world.
Song #1: “Check Yo Self,” EXPLICIT version; Album, The Predator; Ice Cube; 1992
This is to all the beautiful souls who didn’t believe in me or my dreams, or did until your ego no longer had use. This song is dedicated to every beloved soul who caused me harm by the hands of abuse, the poisonous words of manipulation and gaslighting, those who taught me that my life wasn’t important, who taught me what unconditional love is not, those who used religion to hide behind as reason for turning your back on me, to those who stayed silent when I told you the TRUTH.
Song #2: “Mathematics,” EXPLICIT version; Album, Black on Both Sides; Mos Def; 1999
In early 2021, I had to remove myself from social media. I could no longer stomach the fake, disingenuous inauthentic clamor and performances. This song is dedicated to the NOISE that had me imprisoned, hiding me from myself. The stigmas, the biases, the false religious teachings, the projections and assumptions, the systems, the establishments, the institutions, the status quo, the unbelievable hatred and cruelty.
Song #3: “Mama Said Knock You Out,” EXPLICIT version; Album, Mama Said Knock You Out; LL COOL J; 1990
This song is dedicated to all those who chose to stand by and watch me fall alone, burn alive, those who slammed doors in my face, denied me access to rooms I know my big brain belonged, betrayed me because of your own insecurities and unwillingness to look inside your own soul, those beloved souls who chose to feed into the gossip, lies and false villainization instead of ask me how I was doing, or take my hand and sit with me in the darkness and just feel each other’s energy without fear or judgment.
I am about to knock y’all out on such epic levels its going to make your heads and spirits spin! I can’t wait to reveal the deets on book deals I have acquired, the angel investors who are welcoming me to their tables, into their rooms and hearts. I am so stoked to knock everyone out with the abundance and blessings from movie deals and gaming contracts.
And SO MUCH MORE…I just want to give y’all time to let this sink in for a minute.
All the abundance I could ever need – beyond my wildest dreams – to heal the world with DIVINE MAGICAL LOVE.
And, for the record, I no longer give a single F*CK about any of the negative energy. I will take it all and instantly alchemize it into LOVE and LIGHT. So, bring it on.
I have always jived on a good, juicy mystery…haven’t you!?
More will be revealed…